Now would be the time for a miracle.

The central line ended up getting put in, good. The draining helped with the infections, good. The belly got bigger and is even more discolored then before...horribly bad. She is stable through all this but all those good things mean nothing if she is still very very sick and no one knows what's going on. Her nurse even said she doesn't know is she can come back from this...I don't know what I'm going to do...what can I do. She's gone this long so she has to make it. If you covered her belly you wouldn't even know she were sick otherwise. I just hope if the surgeons decide to go ahead with exploratory surgery they find something they can fix and Madison make it through. We have plans for her to come home. We have plans of being her mommy and daddy...to show her the world and teach her how to be a good person...I want that chance. I'm writing this as we drive to the hospital to meet with her doctor.