Nuvaring

I have decided I don't like it. Its fine when you plan on not having sex. I was told your partner shouldn't feel it and everything would go as normal. Umm not so much. It was like I was having sex with sandpaper and I would burn really bad after. And out of no where a few days before I was supposed to insert the new ring I starting spotting brown so that is a no go for me. PLUS I have to pay $27 for it umm no thanks. So I've decided to go birthcontrol free again and just take provera here and there to get a period.

6 Days after...

Provera my period showed up. Of course I bought a test with hopes at seeing a double line. I took it and it was obviously negative then the next day my period was here, ugh WASTE of money. So I guess this is it. After my period the ring goes in and there is now a 0% chance of me convcieving on my own. We are starting the gym again this week and I suppose I will focus on losing some weight and trying to be as healthy as possible. It would be great if the next time I go into the RE's office to a transfer I'd be at a healthier weight and happier all around. I guess that could be my goal. I would LOVE to lose 80lbs.