There hasn't been too much going on in the life of Madison, the family and I. But I have been busy with life so I apologize for not posting in a bit. Madison is almost 12 pounds if not 12 right now. She is smiling more and more each day and the talking is just adorable. Since being in the NICU for all the time and being set on one side the whole time pretty much she has been favoring one side more than the other. This has been since coming home but I never thought to mention it. ANYWAY tomorrow we have Early intervention bringing by an occupational therapist, I believe to check her out and see what her recommendations would be. To me she is moving her head more and more to the right on her back which is what we are trying to get at. Madison is an odd one...when holding her up right or if she is on her belly she moves her head both ways, its just on her back that she does the whole "I'm not moving my head that way," thing. That's where we are right now. We ended of finally changing to a difference pediatrician. Our medically insurance finally ended and we are now waiting to hear from COBRA since I sent back the paperwork. I had to spend $40 the other day to get my husband antibiotics when it otherwise would have been $7.00. I have a refill coming up for my pills and I'm scared to find out how much it'll cost. I'm no longer getting severance pay anymore and I've moved onto unemployment. Which brings on a lot of other trouble. They are trying to send me to job fairs and seminars and well HELLO I cannot out I'm the sole care taker of my child and she is still considered "disabled," I don't think they GET that. Doctor's note here I come.

A tough decision

Well that time has now rolled around again at my job. We were split apart and sold to a different company and now there are layoffs yet again, this time all over the company. They are giving us the option, yet again. Voluntarily quit and be paid normal pay for a while and after that runs out you are able to collect unemployment, get involuntarily laid off and collect unemployment or maybe keep your job. Last time this happened I so wanted to leave the place take the package and do something better...but never did. I think this may be my second chance. Oh last option maybe keep your job? So it is a tough decision...I think we could handle it. I can get a part time focus on school and we will be living with my mom so we wont have to pay rent or electric just credit cards our cellphones and car payment. Hmm. Got this information from a friend...our meeting about this is today.